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眼泪港弯

2009-12-28T10:39:00Z

我是辛福的小孩！：D
Got myself a mac pro for christmas.
I got everything I wanted. Recalled what my 20 years life. I fulfilled my dreams. I am a happy girl.

脆弱但又坚强。
眼泪找到了停港的地方

藏起来

2009-12-26T15:17:29Z

只在身边为何他听不到也看不见?

我可以把它藏起来吗?

用一把钥匙把它永远的锁着

Why do i care?

2009-12-20T16:03:36Z

you shall contact me when u want. I am as BUSY!

Back again (:

2009-12-17T08:21:03Z

Back to LJ again. Am to lazy to blog recently. Shall back to blogging (:

太多事情发生了. 我太懒惰多一一把他写下来.哈哈~

去了台湾之后好像移民去那里哦~ 如果没地震的话哈哈哈 -.-“

今晚又是夜班了。好累！

我先去睡了。

missy_melinda89 @ 2009-11-09T19:12:00

2009-11-09T11:14:30Z

told the girls that I can't meet them today. Actually I want to meet them. Want to tell them what happen and cry infront of them but I don't want my own personal matters to affect them.

missy_melinda89 @ 2009-10-19T19:06:00

2009-10-19T11:10:24Z

I feel so sucky now.
Feel like crying everyday. Sleep with nightmares. I am really going crazy. I am in fault but now others have to bear the consequences. HOW?

I can't wait for nov.
Just allow me to survive till end of nov. Let me fly away and never come back.

Dreaming a little dream of me

2009-10-10T16:06:49Z

My com is down T.T
get to use it in work place now. Doing night shift now. I feel energetic as I slept the whole afternoon. Need to earn more for my taiwan trip and also get a new computer.

The concert with xiao xuan was a blast! We scream and shout. Listen to good oldies(:
We even get to shake our idol hands(: It will be the highlight of the night and I will never forgot this year moon cake festival. I had a great night! XD

I am officially addicted to concert. Going A mei concert next! Need to buy the ticket real soon. hahaha.

Was really down recently because of work. Break down alot. But I know I got my family and friends who really love me. I hope they know I love them too.

Thanks hui teng for calling me immediately after what I say in FB. thanks alot(;
Thanks Mother bird for standing by me when you heard all the negative comments and rumours. I will do the same to you. I will never let you down. You will be my role model and I will improve until I am what you are now(:

Losing your voice screaming for your idol is priceless!

2009-09-16T11:00:19Z

YEAH! I bought the concert tickets(: I can't wait for the concert(: I shall renew my memories of their songs from now on so I can sing along during the concert! (:

missy_melinda89 @ 2009-09-15T03:07:00

2009-09-14T19:22:18Z

Never update for a very long time. I dont't know what to update about. My computer was back to function already(:
I lost all my music so i cannot upload all the new songs into my ipod if not all my songs inside and video will be GONE! T,T

Anyway, I finally i got time to meet up with my close ones. Met Hui Teng to chit chat and met my baby cousin to visit her baby lele.

Good news I pass my probation!!!! I can serve my med alone now. I am so scare of serving the wrong med because no one to over look now. Stress up! There are still tons of things for me to learn and find out.

I can't wait for nov. I can't wait for my holidays. I need a break.

missy_melinda89 @ 2009-08-28T04:12:00

2009-08-27T20:15:51Z

A very good taiwan tourism web site(:
viablog.okmall.tw/blogview.php

NOT AGAIN?!

2009-08-27T19:39:24Z

COM ASYSTOLE! T.T

please contact me through phone okay? (:

Feeling stupid

2009-08-24T10:20:14Z

I feel so stupid.
I cried for a stupid thing and make myself embarrass.
I must learn to be strong.

TIME OUT!

2009-08-17T03:03:54Z

I realise I didn't update my journal for a long time. I am working most of my time. I started to be independent already. So the nightmare started! My first day of independent is so scary! I run around like dog and my patients still not satisfied with me. Haiz. There are still a lot of stuff to learn. In nursing world everyday you need to update urself. My senior expect me to read nursing journal. bleh. I won't do that sorry. I will go crazy soon. From the first day of independent till now is still now too bad. I am waiting for more dramatic stuff to happen =x I hope I can really handle it. Lucky my senior are all quite nice to help me(;

I met up with sam, xiao xuan and jinny yesterday at cine hongkong cafe! Had a great time(: I really miss these girls! I miss school. Hahahaha~ attachment time can be tiring but compaired to working is really nothing. Too bad soon eng and vanessa never come! I miss both of them. We went k yesterday! Randomly! hahaha. I realy had fun(;

Okay off to work. BYE!
can't wait for my three days off!

Orange is the colour for legend

2009-08-01T05:48:11Z

2 pm trying to use orange colour ballon ?! what a stupid move.

Working life

2009-07-26T08:54:31Z

When you are out there working you will always meet people who stab you at the back. I expect it and ready for all the things that I will face. All these people just tell me that I am right not to trust them. I just cannot bring myself to trust all of you because I saw how you girls gossip.

Maybe this is why I cannot click with them. I refuse to be like them. I will feel so low.

I believe time will proof everything. What make them shut up? Just proof that you are better than them and you finish your work. Then they got nothing to say about you.

JIA YOU!

stress up again.

2009-07-22T02:37:29Z

I think I will never want to eat with them again. I don't know. I just cannot losen up. I feel indigestion.
My brain is teliing me ' you need to go home and complete your learning journal.'
Today is my off day and guess what? I cannot even sleep in peace. I have to do my stupid learning journal. My CI want to see it by tml. Blame me for not doing it.

okay, I shall think of something nice.
I got my 29th and 30th of aug off! I got my AL confirm like zillion years ago!

I can't wait for Aug and Nov. My concert and my AL.

Happy day!

2009-07-19T17:02:36Z

Went to westmall to catch harry potter and the half blood prince with dearie Hui Teng(: What can I say? I love the movie! I bought the last book at popular for $10. Damn cheap right? I am right to wait for the price to drop. HOHOHOHO! Will start reading the book again and shall start collecting the harry potter series.

After the movie went to Little India for Ming Hui's 20th birthday! Ate Chicken Beyani and Mango Lasi. I love the food. I hope you like what we did for you ah meng! (:

Life is worth keeping! Because there is always someone who loves you(;

My stupid family members

2009-07-17T14:00:30Z

okay. DAMN PISS RIGHT NOW!
My father want me to help my granny to bring forward the appt. HE TOT I CAN DO WHATEVER I CAN! because I work in nuh. I am a SN there so I can help. AS IF I KNOW SOMEONE IN EYE CLINIC! AHHHHHHH! I WANT TO SCREAM SO MUCH! Irritated.

My granny is living with my uncle, my aunt and my cousin. OMG! I can't believe they cannot help her? I mean all u need to do is give them a call and ask right?

I can't believe my granny have drag for 5 days when she actually have blurred vision! OMG! your perious pair of eyes and you just don't care? I CANNOT BELIEVED IT! AND MY UNCLE , AUNTIE and COUSIN JUST LEAVE HER LIKE THAT! I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY!

How unless is my relatives? If something big happen. Give a big round of claps to urselves. You did it again.

Tired.

2009-07-10T10:14:04Z

I just wake up from my sleep. Post night shift! but... tomorrow I will start working again. oh my. I am so tired. The best is starting from tomorrow I am going to work for 7 days striaght.

PLUS!

I NEED TO DO MY PRESENTATION! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

missy_melinda89 @ 2009-07-10T04:28:00

2009-07-09T20:30:02Z

CAN I TAKE MC ON SAT? I NEED A BREAK!

Cross road

2009-07-08T16:57:37Z

I am tired.
Tired of this job.
The worst is I am more of mentally tired.
Working make me feel so depress.
I hate all the stupid course I need to attend.
I cannot believe that I need to case study after I am out of school.
I am thinking if this job is suitable for me. I need some one to enlighten me now. I really need some help.

Path to a healthier skin(:

2009-07-06T04:03:23Z

My Everyday minerals free sample is here!
You can choose three base, one concealer and one blush.
All you need to do is pay for the shipping fees for about SGD 7? I think is worth it. Since I read review from online beauty blogs and makeup review forum they give really good comments about everyday minerals.

I regret choosing minged butter. IS SO YELLOW! omg. I won't apply that onto my face =x
Can't wait to apply it on my face later(:

BITCH!

2009-07-03T12:22:38Z

When you out there working you will meet people who backstab and gossip around. Those who wear a mask where ever they go.

I am not that kind of person. If I don't like you I won't go around acting as if we are good friends but talk shit behind you.

I WILL NOT DO THAT! I am not that kind of girl.

I make myself very clear. SO STAY AWAY FROM ME BITCH!

I will never trust you again. NEVER EVER!

Beloved Friend!

2009-07-02T11:45:50Z

TO : ming hui

Read your blog entry which you wrote on 26th. Don't be sad okay! We are here. Not blood related but truely proud of you.(:

Night shift

2009-06-25T14:41:17Z

First round of night with my preceptor. I love doing night with her and SHANE! My lovely AN(: I am so lucky to do night with her. I don't need to worry about anything when you are working with them. We helped each other. I am happy that my preceptor and I actually have a chance to talk to each other. LOL! She love make up and beauty product like me. She go kbox. She is some crazy 27 years old lady. HAHAHAHAH! Too bad she going to leave next year. I hope she won't quit but I guess she is tired of the job. Hope everything in the ward will get better. (: