yes i feel so embarrass that i actually failed my bcls. Even the aunties on the other group pass. If they got the strength to do compression till 4 - 5cm why can't I? Yes I am certainly not in the right mind. Brother asked me 'if i am okay'. I ask myself the same thing too. I am seriously mentally tired. okay so now I have to face my sister, colleagues and friends. I have to face myself.
yes. something that I NEED to pass. I don't know how to not grieve over it.