told the girls that I can't meet them today. Actually I want to meet them. Want to tell them what happen and cry infront of them but I don't want my own personal matters to affect them.

I feel so sucky now.
Feel like crying everyday. Sleep with nightmares. I am really going crazy. I am in fault but now others have to bear the consequences. HOW?


I can't wait for nov.
Just allow me to survive till end of nov. Let me fly away and never come back.

My com is down T.T
get to use it in work place now. Doing night shift now. I feel energetic as I slept the whole afternoon. Need to earn more for my taiwan trip and also get a new computer.

The concert with xiao xuan was a blast! We scream and shout. Listen to good oldies(:
We even get to shake our idol hands(: It will be the highlight of the night and I will never forgot this year moon cake festival. I had a great night! XD

I am officially addicted to concert. Going A mei concert next! Need to buy the ticket real soon. hahaha.

Was really down recently because of work. Break down alot. But I know I got my family and friends who really love me. I hope they know I love them too.

Thanks hui teng for calling me immediately after what I say in FB. thanks alot(;
Thanks Mother bird for standing by me when you heard all the negative comments and rumours. I will do the same to you. I will never let you down. You will be my role model and I will improve until I am what you are now(:

A very good taiwan tourism web site(:
viablog.okmall.tw/blogview.php

I feel so stupid.
I cried for a stupid thing and make myself embarrass.
I must learn to be strong.

I realise I didn't update my journal for a long time. I am working most of my time. I started to be independent already. So the nightmare started! My first day of independent is so scary! I run around like dog and my patients still not satisfied with me. Haiz. There are still a lot of stuff to learn. In nursing world everyday you need to update urself. My senior expect me to read nursing journal. bleh. I won't do that sorry. I will go crazy soon. From the first day of independent till now is still now too bad. I am waiting for more dramatic stuff to happen =x I hope I can really handle it. Lucky my senior are all quite nice to help me(;

I met up with sam, xiao xuan and jinny yesterday at cine hongkong cafe! Had a great time(: I really miss these girls! I miss school. Hahahaha~ attachment time can be tiring but compaired to working is really nothing. Too bad soon eng and vanessa never come! I miss both of them. We went k yesterday! Randomly! hahaha. I realy had fun(;


Okay off to work. BYE!
can't wait for my three days off!

When you are out there working you will always meet people who stab you at the back. I expect it and ready for all the things that I will face. All these people just tell me that I am right not to trust them. I just cannot bring myself to trust all of you because I saw how you girls gossip.

Maybe this is why I cannot click with them. I refuse to be like them. I will feel so low.

I believe time will proof everything. What make them shut up? Just proof that you are better than them and you finish your work. Then they got nothing to say about you.

JIA YOU!

I think I will never want to eat with them again. I don't know. I just cannot losen up. I feel indigestion.
My brain is teliing me ' you need to go home and complete your learning journal.'
Today is my off day and guess what? I cannot even sleep in peace. I have to do my stupid learning journal. My CI want to see it by tml. Blame me for not doing it.

okay, I shall think of something nice.
I got my 29th and 30th of aug off! I got my AL confirm like zillion years ago!

I can't wait for Aug and Nov. My concert and my AL.

Went to westmall to catch harry potter and the half blood prince with dearie Hui Teng(: What can I say? I love the movie! I bought the last book at popular for $10. Damn cheap right? I am right to wait for the price to drop. HOHOHOHO! Will start reading the book again and shall start collecting the harry potter series.


After the movie went to Little India for Ming Hui's 20th birthday! Ate Chicken Beyani and Mango Lasi. I love the food. I hope you like what we did for you ah meng! (:

Life is worth keeping! Because there is always someone who loves you(;

okay. DAMN PISS RIGHT NOW!
My father want me to help my granny to bring forward the appt. HE TOT I CAN DO WHATEVER I CAN! because I work in nuh. I am a SN there so I can help. AS IF I KNOW SOMEONE IN EYE CLINIC! AHHHHHHH! I WANT TO SCREAM SO MUCH! Irritated.

My granny is living with my uncle, my aunt and my cousin. OMG! I can't believe they cannot help her? I mean all u need to do is give them a call and ask right? 

I can't believe my granny have drag for 5 days when she actually have blurred vision! OMG! your perious pair of eyes and you just don't care? I CANNOT BELIEVED IT! AND MY UNCLE , AUNTIE and COUSIN JUST LEAVE HER LIKE THAT! I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY!






How unless is my relatives? If something big happen. Give a big round of claps to urselves. You did it again.

I just wake up from my sleep. Post night shift! but... tomorrow I will start working again. oh my. I am so tired. The best is starting from tomorrow I am going to work for 7 days striaght.


PLUS!


I NEED TO DO MY PRESENTATION! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am tired.
Tired of this job.
The worst is I am more of mentally tired.
Working make me feel so depress.
I hate all the stupid course I need to attend.
I cannot believe that I need to case study after I am out of school.
I am thinking if this job is suitable for me. I need some one to enlighten me now. I really need some help.

My Everyday minerals free sample is here!
You can choose three base, one concealer and one blush.
All you need to do is pay for the shipping fees for about SGD 7? I think is worth it. Since I read review from online beauty blogs and makeup review forum they give really good comments about everyday minerals.







I regret choosing minged butter. IS SO YELLOW! omg. I won't apply that onto my face =x
Can't wait to apply it on my face later(:

When you out there working you will meet people who backstab and gossip around. Those who wear a mask where ever they go.

I am not that kind of person. If I don't like you I won't go around acting as if we are good friends but talk shit behind you.

I WILL NOT DO THAT! I am not that kind of girl.

I make myself very clear. SO STAY AWAY FROM ME BITCH! 

I will never trust you again. NEVER EVER!

TO : ming hui

Read your blog entry which you wrote on 26th. Don't be sad okay! We are here. Not blood related but truely proud of you.(: